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HomeEternal Sunshine of the Spotless MindDec 13, 2006


[This is our castle. There's nothing but you and me.]



"There is nothing more precious than a love foretold, and nothing as equally damning."


- Alfar's The Middle Prince



How happy is the blameless Vestal's lot!
The world forgetting, by the world forgot.
Eternal sunshine of the spotless mind!
Each pray'r accepted, and each wish resign'd.
- Pope's "Eloisa to Abelard"

Blessed are the forgetful: for they shall have done with their stupidities too.
- Nietsche's "Beyond Good and Evil, Part VII"





I know most people think I'm rude, but I'm not. Seriously. I'm just an antisocial introvert with a huge inferiority complex. I don't usually initiate conversations, not because I choose who I talk to, but rather, because I'm just too shy to approach them.

Though I'm not really always up for chummy talks. I prefer long periods of silence, just basking in the presence of whoever is with me, standing on the sidelines watching the world move on its own. Silence is a beauty that not everyone appreciates, but I do. It's lovely. I've always wondered how the world would've been without sound.

And yes, while I do have certain bouts of angst (I've always had a rebellious streak) and have this aura of being maangas, I don't usually show the bastard part of me unless provoked.


"Will you marry me when you are seventy and have nothing to lose?"
- Stéphane Miroux






I do not love you as if you were salt-rose, or topaz,
or the arrow of carnations the fire shoots off.
I love you as certain dark things are to be loved,
in secret, between the shadow and the soul.

I love you as the plant that never blooms
but carries in itself the light of hidden flowers;
thanks to your love a certain solid fragrance,
risen from the earth, lives darkly in my body.

I love you without knowing how, or when, or from where.
I love you straightforwardly, without complexities or pride;
so I love you because I know no other way

that this: where I does not exist, nor you,
so close that your hand on my chest is my hand,
so close that your eyes close as I fall asleep.
-Pablo Neruda, Sonnet XVII



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